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[Jun. 6th, 2006|09:28 am] |
its hard to see her pictures lol, makes me wish we still had what we did, i want it back, but dont know
who knows
we could try again one day, .. would be nice to try,
at least get that last kiss we never saw comin.. |
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[May. 17th, 2006|06:25 pm] |
shes too into punk rock to be a good gal, she dont know what having a real boyfriends liek, she used me for booze and a ride, she nebver treated me good,
im suposed to be her dady, but i guess Ms punk rock has to rebel agains everyone
i might jstu get bck with sabrina or somthing becsue i know alot of gals out there that want me to be THIER surgar dady... |
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[May. 17th, 2006|07:38 am] |
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why the fuck am i so easily bigged, little things that nither she notr i can help, hwow last night she wasnt on aim but she was on myspace, withc myta jsut been her comp, that made me havea bad dream, wtf, i cant help it, she cant help it for the most parti mean wtf, i need to get to where i was with her before all the bullshit, i need tos ee her , to hold her , to kissher, to love her how i did,,,, |
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[May. 16th, 2006|09:41 pm] |
nessas a caffien addict,, DUH lol i tried to help maybey il try again, she can help me with my alcahol
saw meagan today lol man i miss her
she smy lil sis,
i lvoe her lol
but i miss nessa sooooooo mutch more lol i hope is ee her tomaro
ill be better i think im gettign better lol
but then gain, well well see... |
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[May. 16th, 2006|09:41 pm] |
nessas a caffien addict,, DUH lol i tried to help maybey il try again, she can help me with my alcahol
saw meagan today lol man i miss her
she smy lil sis,
i lvoe her lol
but i miss nessa sooooooo mutch more lol i hope is ee her tomaro
ill be better i think im gettign better lol
but then gain, well well see... |
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[May. 16th, 2006|07:21 pm] |
ugh i hate bein sick
im better
i hope i get to see nessa soon adn get these stupid thoughts outa my head
i know i love her I need to see her to reasure myself with her, i dono im jsut scared to get hurt. |
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[May. 16th, 2006|11:25 am] |
im sick as a dog crap man lol
i should be better withina day or two
i hope i didnt scare nessa... i wasnt trying to
i love her
i jsut need to see her and hold her again before i know whats up for sure, so theres nothing to be scared of she jsut has to make me fall allth way back in love with her... |
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| jeez. |
[May. 15th, 2006|08:31 am] |
had a bad dream alst night bugged me pretty bad,
i woke up sweating every 10 min and am contimmplating going to work or not, he said not to come if im sick but...
toaday after nessa gets outa guitar maybey i could see her that woudl be nice lol
AH i need to see her lol |
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[May. 14th, 2006|06:06 am] |
bout to go to the longbeach swap meet to get some parts for the blazer k5 and some other cars, i wish i was with nessa damnti lol
but yea
been nice
still confused but its ok i am probly gona be fora few daysa or even weeks its jsut depending on nessa.
bored and tired ass hell right now about to put my boots on lol
this hat saves my life lol i dont have to do my hairall the tiem YES |
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| IM BACK |
[May. 13th, 2006|10:12 am] |
IM SOO HAPPY
i do ahve soem mixed amotionns about gettign back with her but after i kick it and get to hold her again, give her a kiss, they will go away, I feel bad cz im hurting a few girls but it is worth it to try n get my babey doll once again |
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[May. 1st, 2006|09:28 pm] |
this is gay
i dont know if i shoudl be mad sad or jsut be blank
all i know is i miss her
i feel bad for how this is working out |
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[May. 1st, 2006|12:29 pm] |
whats the fucking point of love
god damned a bitch will hurt you and not give a damn
youd think after time they would care
they would act liek you meant somthing to you
is it true
alls fair in loev and war, me being faithful was worth shit!!!!
she turned around and pulled a trick on me
god dam
even if it wasnt her fault how can she not have feelign for me now
w.e.
it will hurt to forget but i knwo my trusty hoes will still prevail
i knwo i still god the bitches on deck
it jsut fuckes with my head
IF SHE LOVED ME SOOOO FUCKIN MUTCH
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEND???
i would forgiver her for cheating
but she wouldnt get back with me?>
god damned the nice guy!! |
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| NESSA!!! |
[May. 1st, 2006|01:03 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
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nessa
i knwo you read this, and i usually blcok the fact you read it, but now im gona jstu talk to you
no one else knows about my myjournal but you so tis the best place to comunicate
that blog, i want to knwo whats in it
if i have to ill ask every oneo f your friends
id liek to knwo whats in it
look
1 i might fall in love that much more, even though it will hrut me i dotn mind,
2 i will get piss ass mad, withc wont matter cuz ill jsut drink it out, i will not take anger out on ou
3ill jsut get hurt, withc will help me get over you if thats what you want me to do
because as of righ tnow, i want you, but im trying to get over you vbbecasue you wotn tell me how you fele about it all,
look, bein single rocks for now,, i mean bein able to go out all ngiht and not feel guilty about callin ya
hittin on chiks n shit
its all fun
but when i get home i dotn feel good, i still feel bad because i sitll lvoe you
i havent fucked a girl or even kised a girl yet becuas ei sitll lve you and in my mind thast cheating
i couldnt, now that i look at it i dotn realy blame you anymore, im jsut mad as hell you would go,
look i want you but if you want me back theres three things i want
1lsiten to me when i ask you nto to do something
2 dont go to guys hosuees i dont know alone or hang withthem alone unless i knwo them plwease
3 try n come over everynow and then
i mean shoot it dotn bother me, when ya kick it with guys i knwo, jsut a lil paranoia cuz i care, but look
i want to knwo am i wasting my time tryin?
jsut leave a comment or somthing becuase i want to know
i love you, and always think about you, and i want to know if i shoudl try n forget, keyword TRY
or should i jsut kcik back
i mean if you want to stay apart for a week ro two or three before we try again i dont mind, i mean shit
i jsut want to know if theres a possabillity of me holding you once more
becuase if theres one thing in life i loved, was hodling you..... |
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| ugh |
[Apr. 30th, 2006|06:44 pm] |
Im IMing her but i dont knwo what to say
i mean how do i go about any of this |
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|10:44 pm] |
i feel bad
for me and hr
i know she aint hapy about htis whole thing
i want ehr back
but its up to her, i mean im not gona trust her if she still goes with these radnom guys with 5years on me that i dont know n shit
i mean i was paranoid before, wht now, she wouldhave to realy want to be with me, and try, to do so.
i mean i cant kiss another girl, i tried, but i would jsut feel guilty about nessa, taht i was cheatin on her, i mean even though were broken up
i still feel bad,
its gay
i either want to be withj ehr, or have her off my mind, and lol i realy dont want to forget her, i am stil in love with her, but i dono what to do... |
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|01:33 am] |
everything i eat i puke up
im drunk as hell, had a chance to fuck and didnt take it
i cahnged my password so she can try n cathc me n a trap witch wouldnt happen lol because i feel like shit and still coudlnt fucka round, let aloen datin her,.
fuckim single and cant 'cheat' fuck
this is cullshit
even drukj
cmon motha fucka
gimmie some slachj jack lol////./ |
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| fuck |
[Apr. 28th, 2006|08:14 am] |
i cant even sleep
it is over and it hurts, why the one time i find a girl i realy do care about she fuckes me over? |
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[Apr. 28th, 2006|01:06 am] |
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she keeps on runnging threw my mind, i hope she changes, i miss her |
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[Apr. 27th, 2006|11:25 pm] |
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se were broken up, deleher pics was the hardest thing ive ever done, i wish she coudl change a little, and try to do somthing, i do still love her... |
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[Apr. 27th, 2006|02:04 pm] |
am i suposed to break up with her
lose a big part of my life, be miserable for a long time
or stay wit her adn hope she can change the way she treats this relationship,?
i mean she never even mentions going to itchels or my house or anything
she dont think bout it
wtf |
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